SO MUCH HAPPENED!!! OMG>>>

hvnt updated for a long time...so much ups and downs which were pretty shocking coz it made me feel so...er...emotional ( happy then all of a sudden all down and shit)

lemme begin by saying... I HAD orientation day on mon 13th of feb.  It was pretty exciting yet boring...i went coz i wanted to get to know the  people, the environment and the structure of my 'product design' course!
we're small in numbers for this course - we hv like 24 pplz...and like there's 2 classes. i was told i was in class B but they changed me to class A which means i hv every tuesday off~ in a way its good but then i hv alot of hrs on the other days...3 hrs each class so basically min 6 hrs a day..and there's this day i hv 9 hrs!! 9: 15am till 8pm with 2 hrs break~_~

neways...there's lots of dif pplz...old ones, young ones...fobby ones and so on. abt 6-7 chicks n the rest are guys. sigh...2 ladies are 33 yrs old...one is 29, one is 24, the other one... in her late 20s. only me and this gal is 18....

tuesday~ was VALENTINES DAY! my babe gave me a lovely soft teddy that smells like him ^0^! with a pair of love heart earrings on it * so Sweet HUnZ!* we ate lunch...went shopping around the ct and ate dinner...it was a nice relaxing simple day which i really liked espeshly i didn't hv skool and most of all, i had the whole day to spend with my babe!

WED the 15TH of FEB is a day I WILL NEVER 4GET!!!!

it was my first day of actual skool skool....had sum boring classes of intro which was a waste of time but thank god they didn't go for 3 hrs...so had sum time to shop around and try to look for a pressy for my baby as his b'day is approachin next tue>.<! *scratches head*

i caught the bus back to doncaster park and ride and drove to my babe's house. just chilled back and spent a few hrs together and i decided to go home at around 6ish. i was driving along blackburn rd in a kinda tired, lost...hrmz...mind full of thoughts condition as i notice from afar...there was alot of cars on my lane...whereas only 1 bus on the left lane (it was at the lights). i was thinkin whether to go to the left lane or not, still driving at normal speed (60-70) when i was still thinkin abt 'other' things when the next sec i looked...the car that stopped infront of me was real close! i braked to the max...my car was held back even the ties made squeeky noises to stop. unfortunately, with my speed and the time i had/distance i had to stop, it wasn't enuf to fully stop the car b4 i hit the car infront of me. i was perfectly fine. i didn't expect to hit the car infront, but the force pushed forward and the car infront of me knocked the car infront of him!

my first reaction was..."OMFG~ i hit a car...shit! it hit the other car...fuck!! my dad's gonna kill me!! omg...i am so scared!" i got outta the car...looked at my car and fuck man...the front was all smashed... i looked at the other car...it was like normal..just the back light a little broken..not much damage...the guy asked me if i was ok as he looked at my 'real fucked up' car condition..n so did the other man. it was peak hr then...I made the traffic worst...pplz starred at me i bet...but i was jsut shaking..i was so scared that i cried infront of those 2 strangers...i couldn't accept the fact it happened...first day of skool, first car accident...first time i wasn't concentrating on the rd....everything just happened on that fkn....'BLACK' wednesday~_~

newayz....found out that i shouldn't hv drove the car hm even tho it wasn't far (after everything got sorted out) coz sth wrong with the engine..and the fuel tank was leaking..so was the water tank..wateva u call them ( i dunno much abt cars)...now i hv no car...hv to rely on my parents to drive me to the station in the morning to go skool etc....man...never gonna think abt things ever again when i drive!!!!

so much has been happening recently...ups and downs nonstop everyday...felt like i was gonna explode...i realised i aint the only 1 who can get pms...guys can too

newayz...things seemed to cooled down now..it should be fine. Love is soooo blind! (as in..it can make ne1 blind). even if u do go thru the downs...after a while..u will just realise all that shit was stupid..that it should hv never happened...coz its not worth it.  If u're realli in love with some1...u can 4get the wrongs they did...but then there are just times u will not be able to let go..and bring it back up, which ends in countless arguments; wasting time and effort. Love is happiness...forgiveness and support - who would want things to turn out shit when u're so in love?!

anywayz....i am starting my 'product design' course at RMIT on the 14th of feb...great day to begin (valentines day~_~) but then i am kinda excited to start uni...coz i've had nearly 3 months of holi and just gainin weight i reckon (if it was winter it would be worst)...tryin hard to exercise more since i came back coz i hvn't been 'moving' much but rather...be lazy~_~ so yeh...

on thu...i had a good time catchin up with all the ex mlc students! it was sth we all were lookin fwd to, since we hvn't been hangin out coz every1 went overseaz at dif times. most the pplz are goin to rmit too..so i'll still get chances to see them even tho dif campus but all in the ct one (just dif sections)

i am gonna find sum time in the following wk to catch up with other friends...feel like i neglected every1 now>.< i am sorri!!!!

funniest shit eva! - MUST READ to the END!

yesterday was da worst day eva 4 mi ~ lemme start of with dat b4 i mention abt the funniest shit. well, as usual...i sleep late...and on sat nite, i slept at 4am...knowing i had to work at 12pm the next day, but its ok..still enuf sleep for me. however...they called me up at 8am and asked me to work asap..coz they needed people..so wanted to extend my shift! sigh...i thought to myself...it should be orite...since i only have 1 shift a wk..but in a way, i didn't want to coz it was like 44 degrees yesterday!

well...i ended up working from 9: 15am to 8pm...n that was fkn tiring and HOT!!! i swear i was sooo 'cooked' during like the afternoon...either way...i am never goin to work a shift that is more than 8 hrs~!!! and never gonna work on such a HOT day!!!

i got home and ran straight into the shower and wow~ that was nice...a cool shower to wash off all that shit --> food crapz~~!!! n this morning..i got sore muscles everywhere!! sigh...feel so weak atm..coz everything is painful>.<!

newayz....after my shower...i met up with wendy and alex and later on we went to pp....to c my baby!!!..at 11ish...we left and went to crown to hv supper lolz...n went to 'play' in the casino for a bit.  it was 1ish when we decided to leave --NOW HERE'S THE STORY!!!!

u c... when we both wanted to go back to my house...he had to drive as well (coz we went to the ct with my car) since i would be too tired to actually take him home and go home again later on. SO i drove him back to his house n then we both headed to my house.

we were kinda er...having a 'race' on blackburn n reynolds...i was goin like 120km/h instead of 60/70 ~ and my babe was like stickin behind me sooo close! n wen i turned into smith st (near my house) and goin thru those speed bumpz...i looked behind (from the mirror) to c if my babe was still realli close to me..n realise OMG>>>there's red n blue light!! SHIT the COPZ!!!!!so i pulled over RITE infront of MY STREET!

my heart was pounding sooo fast coz i couldn't believe we got caught just a few sec b4 i reach home>.< the lady went to talk to J and the dude came n talked to me. "hey how u doing?" "good thankz" (as if) and then he asked me "what's the relationship b/w u 2?" i was like..er...what kinda Q is that? does that hv nething to do with u fining us? i said "bf and gf" but in a really dead tone coz i was kinda scared abt the fine....like 50km/h faster than the speed limit..and its like the both of us u know! he took my Ps and asked me the details then went back to the car n did some shit while me and J were both scared and shocked at the same time...."OMG...what are we gonna do?? shit..how much would it be...would they suspend our license(s)?!" if thats the case...my parents would be giving thousands of lectures>.<!

the lady came to me after a while and said..."ur car has expired! n it's not registered under any1's name!" i was just shocked shocked then...wtf? as if not under my dad's name or my sis....n wat a coincidence....expires rite on the day they caught me....coz that meanz i can't drive the car after today if don't pay n do this n that...i swear there's sth wrong with their comp or watever! my car is under my dad's name! (i asked him today)....newayz....after another 5min or so..they gave our Ps back n basically we could go then...but i had so many Q abt this incident that i wanted to know n so my babe went to ask them "how much is the fine? n would they send a letter etc?"

AND GUESS WHAT THEY SAID? "nah...there's nothing...we have the rite to pull any1 over at anytime..." LMAO!!!! i got scared over nothing!!! they just thought that i was been stalked by J coz he was driving from blackburn all the way to smith st with his car SOOO close to me...so speeding wasn't realli the concern there wakkakaka!!!(they followed as from blackburn intersection)

THANK GOD>>>no nothing!!!! i swear  i will not speed like this ever again with my babe (even for fun or watver) i learnt my lesson wakakka and now we realli hv been thru basically nearly everything together....even with the copz!!>.< *unbelievable*

Being Independent!

Since i came back from hk...i learnt alot~ like looking after the house, the fish, the dog...doing house work...hving the whole house to myself:P (that's the best part)...also taking care of myself, cleaning the car, washin everything...even clothes...rem to do this and dat etc ~ works that usually my parents do i did them....

i feel alot more mature~ coz i finally getta experience life without my parents; living alone...my bABY always came over to take care of me tho:) n also wendy n alex always came over to accompany me...so me didn't feel too lonely~_~

my parents came back yesterday and i drove them to lunch at bh then back home...and also bought groceries to cook them dinner last nite!! i dun usually cook...but i wanna try n cook them sth...or just make sth so that we dun hv to go out to dinner^0^...i made steak for them with sum vegies and salad...it seems simple..but for me who dun usually cook...its not hard, but not too easy~ they loved it!!!!!

neways...since i came back...i fucked up my sleeping patterns....new habits etc --> eat nonstop...like junkz etc at like 12am....sleep at like 4-5am...wake up at 1-2pm....sighhh:P