SO MUCH HAPPENED!!! OMG>>>

hvnt updated for a long time...so much ups and downs which were pretty shocking coz it made me feel so...er...emotional ( happy then all of a sudden all down and shit)

lemme begin by saying... I HAD orientation day on mon 13th of feb.  It was pretty exciting yet boring...i went coz i wanted to get to know the  people, the environment and the structure of my 'product design' course!
we're small in numbers for this course - we hv like 24 pplz...and like there's 2 classes. i was told i was in class B but they changed me to class A which means i hv every tuesday off~ in a way its good but then i hv alot of hrs on the other days...3 hrs each class so basically min 6 hrs a day..and there's this day i hv 9 hrs!! 9: 15am till 8pm with 2 hrs break~_~

neways...there's lots of dif pplz...old ones, young ones...fobby ones and so on. abt 6-7 chicks n the rest are guys. sigh...2 ladies are 33 yrs old...one is 29, one is 24, the other one... in her late 20s. only me and this gal is 18....

tuesday~ was VALENTINES DAY! my babe gave me a lovely soft teddy that smells like him ^0^! with a pair of love heart earrings on it * so Sweet HUnZ!* we ate lunch...went shopping around the ct and ate dinner...it was a nice relaxing simple day which i really liked espeshly i didn't hv skool and most of all, i had the whole day to spend with my babe!

WED the 15TH of FEB is a day I WILL NEVER 4GET!!!!

it was my first day of actual skool skool....had sum boring classes of intro which was a waste of time but thank god they didn't go for 3 hrs...so had sum time to shop around and try to look for a pressy for my baby as his b'day is approachin next tue>.<! *scratches head*

i caught the bus back to doncaster park and ride and drove to my babe's house. just chilled back and spent a few hrs together and i decided to go home at around 6ish. i was driving along blackburn rd in a kinda tired, lost...hrmz...mind full of thoughts condition as i notice from afar...there was alot of cars on my lane...whereas only 1 bus on the left lane (it was at the lights). i was thinkin whether to go to the left lane or not, still driving at normal speed (60-70) when i was still thinkin abt 'other' things when the next sec i looked...the car that stopped infront of me was real close! i braked to the max...my car was held back even the ties made squeeky noises to stop. unfortunately, with my speed and the time i had/distance i had to stop, it wasn't enuf to fully stop the car b4 i hit the car infront of me. i was perfectly fine. i didn't expect to hit the car infront, but the force pushed forward and the car infront of me knocked the car infront of him!

my first reaction was..."OMFG~ i hit a car...shit! it hit the other car...fuck!! my dad's gonna kill me!! omg...i am so scared!" i got outta the car...looked at my car and fuck man...the front was all smashed... i looked at the other car...it was like normal..just the back light a little broken..not much damage...the guy asked me if i was ok as he looked at my 'real fucked up' car condition..n so did the other man. it was peak hr then...I made the traffic worst...pplz starred at me i bet...but i was jsut shaking..i was so scared that i cried infront of those 2 strangers...i couldn't accept the fact it happened...first day of skool, first car accident...first time i wasn't concentrating on the rd....everything just happened on that fkn....'BLACK' wednesday~_~

newayz....found out that i shouldn't hv drove the car hm even tho it wasn't far (after everything got sorted out) coz sth wrong with the engine..and the fuel tank was leaking..so was the water tank..wateva u call them ( i dunno much abt cars)...now i hv no car...hv to rely on my parents to drive me to the station in the morning to go skool etc....man...never gonna think abt things ever again when i drive!!!!